Youth Power Invasion Day 1 and Day 2

Hey Guys !!

I'm here on Curitiba Brazil, now is 07:45 AM and I got some time to write here. Starting when I was in Sao Paulo, I had a lot of troubles in the airport, many flog in the airport and it means DELAYED, all the flights DELAYED, crazy day. But after 3 hours waiting in departure, I had a good fly and arrived totally tired in Curitiba. In the first day I just rest and was walking in the streets of this amazing city.

This is the Sao Paulo/Guarulhos International Airport, 07AM... 

This is Curitiba City from the high... 

In the first day in the Youth Power Invasion 2010 (First Day in Curitiba), Trancy was preaching to us, and She told us about How to heard God's and Discernment of another voices. Amazing ministration, She's awesome. After that, in the night She shared a lot of history's with us, I mean, Real history's about things that She have been living with God, experience with intercession and the Holy Spirit.
It was too funny because the Translator was shaking a lot, all the time.
After the preach We had the WORSHIP TIME... OMG, It was amazing... with the new generation team, the worship as flowing and God released His presence in all the across the building. God was moving there, so deeper and people were feeling that. I was feeling that, one started to pray for each other and service meeting ended 10:30 PM, I was there until almost midnight I was fallen in the ground drinking from the Holy Spirit.
I never saw God moving there in the first day of a conference, The people were hungry for more of God, and waiting for more, receiving more, Amazing time !!!

Look at me in the last picture... It was amazing, I feel the presence of the Holy Spirit taking me, I was missing that... It's too great !!!

This is just the first day !!

How to say Goodbye !!!

28 hours until the Youth Power Invasion 2010 !!!!

Every second is a count down to fly to Curitiba, I believe I never waited something so excited like I'm waiting YPI, it's awesome.... How I wanna go there and receive and live every seconds so intense, but There's a problem in all this staff. I don't wanted but this time will go too fast, is 12 days but will jump from 1 to 12, and I need to confess, I HAVE PROBLEMS TO SAY GOODBYE, Yes I have.

Last Conference in March/2010, I cryed for 3 days... In the last meeting, I started to cry at home and when I arrived inside the church, I looked to every face of Global Team, I don't resist, I couldn't resist my feelings and I cryed for more than 30 minutes no stopping, inside the church in the middle of service, this feelings broken my heart, and I'm not easier to cry, I'm not the kind of man that's crying for anything, NO, I've problems to cry, I wanted cry more, This year I cryed just 5 times (is better than 2009)... in January, in March, in April, in May and the last week.

I don't wanna think about the YPI ending but this is a reality that I will live in 14 days ahead (Sadly), but all the things together to my goodness. God is awesome and will care me, I will let you know what's happening with me, I promisse I will not hide like last conference (March/2010).

Why I'm talking about that? Is because I was listening a song by Misty Edwards called "I waste my life", and that song say a little about goodbye, Actually just one time but this same song made me remember about another song by Michael W. Smith called "How to say goodbye", my title post. In all this atmosphere I need to confess that I've two problems, one is hide my feelings extremely and for this reason I didn't show what I'm feeling or I'm always showing off a "cold feeling" or "not care a lot", my second problems is the difficulty of demostrate what I'm feeling or how much I love someone else. (Yeah, I know is hard to understand me).

Sorry, I'm writting a lot, I will stop right now letting here one Lyric and one video, okay..

see ya

Misty Edwards - I waste my life

I will waste my life , I'll be tested and tried

With no regrets inside of me, to find I'm at Your feet

I'll leave my father's house and I'll leave my mother
I'll leave all I have known and I'll have no other
I am in love with You There is no cost
I am in love with You There is no loss
I am in love with You I want to take Your name
I am in love with You I want to cling to You Jesus
Just let me cling to You Jesus

I'll say goodbye to my father my mother
I'll turn my back on every other love and
I'll press on yes I'll press on


Michael W. Smith - How to say goodbye

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZthbOXZbDDU
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No Words to declare !!

Okay... just 2 days before leave to Curitiba, PR, Brazil to the Youth Power Invasion 2010 and I've no words... yeah.. Exactly, I don't know anything to post here but something happened last Sunday Night.
I was talking with my sister in my office and She were crying a lot and confessing to me that She's tired about "Man's Kingdom" about church changing to a supose "Company", and with all this situation, I'm coming back to my question: "Where is the LOVE?", I don't know where the love of people is right now, The people, leader, pastor, US THE CHURCH OF GOD (I don't know if I could say that we are), the supposed church of God, doesn't have love anymore. The people is worried about status, about recognition, about themself and the they forget who God's heart is not exist anymore, they forget to love, or better, WE FORGET TO LOVE. We are extremely worried with ourselfs that we forget. I'm not talking about for you just forget yourself and forget about your needs or forget to take care of you, I'm talking about the  over-worried about YOU, about the your desires that isn't the desires from God's heart.

(I guess is a little confuse to understand, sorry)

I'm talking about something simple that's, The most big part of the called "People of God", the "Church of God" is losing the essence, is losing God's Kingdom and is being invaded for "Man's Kingdom", what it mean? The means is we're putting our desires, we're doing things "for God" but isn't from God and every single time that we're doing something that God don't said to us do, is wrong. Why is so complicarted to understand? Reply: "We are desperate to do something and we don't want just WAIT or ask for God", it mean that We're not totally surrender to God, and we must need to do that to be invaded with God's Kingdom and God's Desires.

Mark 8.34-35 says: Then he called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life[a] will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it.

DENY YOUR DESIRES, DENY YOUR KINGDOM AND LET THE GOD's KINGDOM INVADE YOU !!!

Count Down - 6 days !!

Yeah... just 6 days to fly to Curitiba... I can't wait for...
Last days I've been talking with some people that is coming to Brazil to the conference, I was reading in Ed Profile on Facebook that is coming 220 Young Americans to Brazil... Woww.. This is much... I've been talking with almost 50 or more, I really don't know exaclty but I talked with many that's really excited to see what God is going to do with us and trough us.

YOUTH POWER INVASION 2010 is coming to we never forget !!!

I can't wait, I'm really excited !!!

See ya in the next

I'm preparing the way !!

Hello !!!!

I'm preparing the way to go to Curitiba 2010, I need to get ready for everything, but the most fear that I've in this moment is about the COLD... I love cold weather but I don't like to be cold... For this reason, today I was at event here in São Paulo, with almost 100 shops sellings warn clothes. How I love this kind of clothes... I love Jackets, blouses, pants and everything.
For this reason I bought 2 jackets... I wanted to buy it all, but I can't (sadly).

Let's go !

Até Mais,
Nathan Gomes

Youth Power Invasion 2010 is Coming !!!

Hello Everyone !!!

Yeah.. I'm here again after a long time far away.. I returned but in short time, just to tell you that I'm going to the Youth Power Invasion 2010 in Curitiba, PR, Brazil in the next July, 1th.. I'm really excited about what God will do in this 10 days there.
My first travel "alone" in my whole 20 years old... I believe will be a extrordinary experience and God will do greater things... I'm here to new that daily I will post here what's happening there, and What God is doing there... in the next June, 27 I will start write what is happening before and after (I will write here until July, 15).
The Youth Power Invasion 2010 will start on July, 2 until July, 12... My flight is July, 1, 2010 - 08:10:00AM and return July, 13, 2010 - 09:42:00 AM... okay???

Thanks a lot,
See you

The only thing !!!

The only thing that I never wanted to do is hurt you and I guess that I did it.

It's so hard when you are living a situation that you don't wanted to live, you cry, feel upset, sad, and a lot of feelings in your around, and the most sucks thing is another person in all this problems that should be your. The first feeling is "WHAT I DID? What's wrong?" or one simple word "WHY?".
This question is in all our lifes, all the time, the curiosity is one thing that every man or woman have and need to live all the days with that, and for this reason, because of CURIOSITY, many times we did things that we never need or should do... but we do !!!
And, the problem of all this is "GOD KNEW", and again our question "Why?", why God the almight who knows all things, Authorized and watched and is watching me live it? The answer is simple to know but hard to understand. "We need to learn to teach!", God is so perfect the He is able to teach us and work is our mistakes!, I can't count how many times I did bad things that in the end became good things. why? because God keep God.
I just will finish it, with one question to you think about !

Between who you are and you should be !!!! What's the answer?
I dare you to move

HOPELESS

I guess that the most sucks thing that could happen with someone else is HOPELESS. Think about it for just few minutes. Try to think in your life hopeless!
Hopeless of Present or Future, Life, Relationship, Purpose. Without reason to life, people hopeless feel that everything, everywhere or everybody is wrong, the world is wrong, your life is wrong, your family is wrong, your nations is wrong, everything is WRONG! Hopeless walk together with depression and death.

Dare you to move !!!!

Heyyy...
Welcome to my weird life again. Today, I need to confess that I'm really upset, here is 04:44AM and I'm confuse about things that's happening and how much I am hiding myself. This is really complex, because anyone can help me! Just myself and THIS is the Problem. Today, I want to share a song that I always loved, and I wanna talk about it, right?!

Welcome to the planet, Welcome to existence, Everyone's here, Everyone's here,
Everybody's watching you now, Everybody waits for you now, What happens next?, What happens next?

I dare you to move, I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move, I dare you to move
Like today never happened, Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout, Welcome to resistance
The tension is here, The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?, Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here.

(Switchfoot - Dare you to move)

It's a really AWESOME Lyrics, is not? Bring a motivation, but I have a question? How much time your motivation will be alive? I really need to be honest and say that for me, just minutes. It is the problem, my own frustration. It's so easier say or sing but so hard to do, so hard go and fight with yourself, your illusion. Think about it.