I felt Limited !!

Hey..... what's up?!
I'm here again.... Today is December, 31, 2009, the last day of this year, now is 5:05 AM and I'm in my parent's bed... hahaha... they are traveling now and I'm here. I was coming to sleep but I felt that I need to write here today. I really need !!!
Many weird things happened today, but my feeling is a little bit confuse. I'm figure out that I have a big desire to help people and God is bringing to me people to me help, but somethings is so hard, because I wanted to help more but I can't and everything that I could do is pray for God revel to me what's going on.
Lately, God is giving to me love for people, just love, listen, talk, and give to them a big friend, and this is all that I'm trying to do. Isn't a easy work but I'm trying. I was talking today, and reading all, I felt so limited to help, I was in totally desperation to do something more but I couldn't do. This is sucks! When you wanna help, You have a big love for the person that you can't explain, you couldn't describe and in the moment you can not do nothing.
My desire was to meet him, give a big hug and love, impart the love of God in his soul, now I will pray, just pray for God go upon your heart and impart love, let him feel beloved of God like a little child with your daddy. "God let me cry out for this friend."
Come with more love upon me God, Let me love more, come on with more situation to me learn to love people, loop with your eyes and not with my eyes, come with your love inside of me. In Jesus name.

God is awesome, I love him and everything that he done is good!

Ohh Lord, My heart is crying....

Oh my Lord !!! I need to write again... today is the day.... I am inspired to write, truly, now is a prayer, a prayer moment about a feeling that is upon my heart.

Joel 2.17 say: Tell my servants, the priests, to cry inside the temple and to offer this prayer near the altar: "Save your people, LORD God! Don't let foreign nations make jokes about us. Don't let them laugh and ask,`Where is your God?' " (Contemporary English version).


Oh Lord !!! Oh Lord !!! Forgive us Lord, because how many times, we needed, you ask us, to cry, to cry out, fell pain in spirit and scream in intercession for people, cities, states, nations, world. We are so worried about us, about our success, our money, our rewards and we forget to cry. I am so ashamed Lord, my prayer now is for you Come with your trust anguish upon my heart, come with your love, show us your love God, for us cry and shout to God. We need it Lord, your people need it Lord, God I pray now for every heart, every open heart for you comeeee lordd with this same feeling that I'm feeling now, bring to them Lord, in Jesus name.
Come God with cry, cry, cry... send your us to cry Lord, cry for people, cities, states, nations and for the world, we can't keep looking just for us, we need to see in our around, we need to love God. We need to LOVE Lord, because this is our purpose. Come with your supernatural love, supernatural cry, supernatural desperation.
Come with your authority upon us, Come with your revelation and words from your heart, show us your prayer Lord, show us your love and your cry for the world. Let's cry, Let's love, Let's proclaim freedom to the nations, freedom to the people, freedom to the broken.
Let's cry Lord! Bring your cry and your pain Lord.
Oh Lord, I cry out for the churches be alive Lord, open the eyes of every christian God, to see with your eyes, gather your people to cry out for mercy. Make us cry, Make us shout, Make us repent, Make us fast, Make us love. Bring your repentance, Bring your mercy, Bring your love.
Send your wave of repentance, cry inside out, your love.

We fasting, repenting and Mourning... Let's Return, Let's Return,
Show us your love, Show us your love, Show us your love.

Release your cry upon everyone, Make us cry inside out, Release your trust Anguish. Let's return to love, Let's return, Let's return, Let's Return. Show me your love, This is my prayer Lord.
I want to finish this prayer God, for you release your repentance that will bring revival, send revival to the earth, no box Lord, no limitations to you, freedom to the hearts. Come with your Fire.

Let's cry inside out Lord, Pour out your spirit, pour out the repentance and cry, how mercy, send revival, Shake every believer, Shake everyone to cry Lord. Is the time to cry, is the time to shout, is the time to conquer nations crying for. I ask you, let me cry for United States, come with your anguish, come with your love, how mercy, how mercy Lord. Put my facedown to cry inside out, let me fell your pain and your love Lord. I can to fell it now Lord, but isn't all, release more God. Send revival, Send revival to California, New York, Maryland, Florida, Kansas, Texas, Alabama, New Mexico, Ohio, Washington, Colorado, Virginia, Dakota, Pennsylvania, Minnesota, Idaho, Carolina, Maine, Montana, Nebraska, Utah, Arizona, Missouri, Tennessee, Mississippi, Michigan, Georgia, Oregon and all across USA. We need you God, show us the trust about us, show us your heart.

More Love, More cry, More repentance, More mercy, More shout, More intercession, More Fire, More glory, More peace, More joy, More, More, More.

How long....

OMG... How long I don't put anything here, but I will post now... so, today is thusrday, December 24, 11:53PM.. Just few minutes to Christmas, and I'm here in my ex-neighbor's home, because my parents and my sister is in a travel and my brother is in girlfriend's home, so, I'm here... listening "Kim Walker - I surrender" and Watching a movie about Jesus on TV... ahahaha... awesome.
The last times somethings have been happened in my life, some good, some bad. My life is a rollercoaster, inconstancy many times but never losing the focus that is JESUS. I love my life is crazy and fun, things happening to help me to grown up on faith and love. This is what I'm asking to the Lord.

*** MERRY CHRISTMAS *** It's midnight in São Paulo, Brazil

Today, I lived an experience so different and broken my heart. I was at the public bus, coming to here and a man came and started to speak with me, He wanted to talk with someone else. I was there and He was talking that lose your job, miss a lot your family and your sons. With 42 years old and totally broken. When He was speaking I was just thinking, He wanted to go to the church but wasn't feeling deserve to it. I told him to go, doesn't matter.
I needed leave to bus but my desire once to listen him, He need someone to love him, to listen your broken life and HELP. He need love, He need love and Where are us to love. The people from God and It has not the essence of God.
This situation broken my heart, I leave the bus so broken, and I started to pray for this man. I dare you, if you don't feel anything when you live a situation like that You don't have nothing because You don't have love. Come on, now is the time to you ask to the Lord, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE. More love, more love, more love from the Lord God Almighty.
I am not the best person to say this, but I know that there's a purpose to me do it, and I am asking to the Lord more love, and God is sending me to situations that's broking my heart and I know God will send me to new situation to just LOVE. This is our purposes, LOVE, Jesus loved, so We need to love, come on love.