Sometimes is hard !!!!

I was on room, just seeing One tree Hill Season 1 and I saw Peyton putting your feelings sketching and I thought.."I want a place to put my feelings, to put what i'm thinking.... just one place to me put what i want to express.... but is so hard to found".
I guess that a place to me put my felings is writing but is so hard to translate it to words, translate my mind isn't very easy... I'm so complited sometimes and at time that i want to put into words, put out my moment.
I saw movies, photos, songs and I look many people putting your feelings, your expressions into simple words and I can not do it... Why? The life today on all around word have words, people writing and I love read, look, appreciate the arts from humans but when i look to me, I'm fell so unknown.
I don't know why but i'll not post it in portuguese, I want only in english maybe I'm running into words I'm sure of it but I'm lost to describe me, describe what's in deeper but I promisse that I'll try on next posts.
Jesus will help me to found a walk to do it... I believe !!!!! I believe... I don't know but I think that is easy to the others and hard for me. However, I'll found a walk....