Lately... Just thinking !!!

Now, I`m here in my bed, is onlu 03:19AM, wednesday.... and I`m here, listening "Hillsong - Yahweh". At last days, the school came back and I`m hating the course.... I really don`t born to it... I`ll try to move to another course but is a new experience that i`m living. No Good but is a experience.
Lately, I`m feeling lonely, not alone of people but alone of love maybe. I was watching One Tree hill - Season 1 and this serie make me think at life, I don't know if is good or bad but I like it, this feelings is strange but good in same time.
But I take my mind thinking on my future girlfriend, my future wife maybe, and I can not to think in a Brazilian Girlfriend, maybe is a think from my mind or my dream but ever when I begin to think, I just think in an American or Canadian girl... that will be perfect to me and I`ll be perfect to her. I know, God have the best for me and I need to wait but isn't easy.
Sometimes I want a person to me love and spend time or just talk, on internet maybe... lol !!! I need it, I need a person to me count in all the time and I'm seeking for my girl.
On my mind I think: "She will read it one day", but What day?. But if you're reading it now, you will see that I love you and I dream with you. I don't know you but I love you before meet with you.



SORRY MY ENGLISH MISTAKES