I felt Limited !!

Hey..... what's up?!
I'm here again.... Today is December, 31, 2009, the last day of this year, now is 5:05 AM and I'm in my parent's bed... hahaha... they are traveling now and I'm here. I was coming to sleep but I felt that I need to write here today. I really need !!!
Many weird things happened today, but my feeling is a little bit confuse. I'm figure out that I have a big desire to help people and God is bringing to me people to me help, but somethings is so hard, because I wanted to help more but I can't and everything that I could do is pray for God revel to me what's going on.
Lately, God is giving to me love for people, just love, listen, talk, and give to them a big friend, and this is all that I'm trying to do. Isn't a easy work but I'm trying. I was talking today, and reading all, I felt so limited to help, I was in totally desperation to do something more but I couldn't do. This is sucks! When you wanna help, You have a big love for the person that you can't explain, you couldn't describe and in the moment you can not do nothing.
My desire was to meet him, give a big hug and love, impart the love of God in his soul, now I will pray, just pray for God go upon your heart and impart love, let him feel beloved of God like a little child with your daddy. "God let me cry out for this friend."
Come with more love upon me God, Let me love more, come on with more situation to me learn to love people, loop with your eyes and not with my eyes, come with your love inside of me. In Jesus name.

God is awesome, I love him and everything that he done is good!