How to say Goodbye !!!

28 hours until the Youth Power Invasion 2010 !!!!

Every second is a count down to fly to Curitiba, I believe I never waited something so excited like I'm waiting YPI, it's awesome.... How I wanna go there and receive and live every seconds so intense, but There's a problem in all this staff. I don't wanted but this time will go too fast, is 12 days but will jump from 1 to 12, and I need to confess, I HAVE PROBLEMS TO SAY GOODBYE, Yes I have.

Last Conference in March/2010, I cryed for 3 days... In the last meeting, I started to cry at home and when I arrived inside the church, I looked to every face of Global Team, I don't resist, I couldn't resist my feelings and I cryed for more than 30 minutes no stopping, inside the church in the middle of service, this feelings broken my heart, and I'm not easier to cry, I'm not the kind of man that's crying for anything, NO, I've problems to cry, I wanted cry more, This year I cryed just 5 times (is better than 2009)... in January, in March, in April, in May and the last week.

I don't wanna think about the YPI ending but this is a reality that I will live in 14 days ahead (Sadly), but all the things together to my goodness. God is awesome and will care me, I will let you know what's happening with me, I promisse I will not hide like last conference (March/2010).

Why I'm talking about that? Is because I was listening a song by Misty Edwards called "I waste my life", and that song say a little about goodbye, Actually just one time but this same song made me remember about another song by Michael W. Smith called "How to say goodbye", my title post. In all this atmosphere I need to confess that I've two problems, one is hide my feelings extremely and for this reason I didn't show what I'm feeling or I'm always showing off a "cold feeling" or "not care a lot", my second problems is the difficulty of demostrate what I'm feeling or how much I love someone else. (Yeah, I know is hard to understand me).

Sorry, I'm writting a lot, I will stop right now letting here one Lyric and one video, okay..

see ya

Misty Edwards - I waste my life

I will waste my life , I'll be tested and tried

With no regrets inside of me, to find I'm at Your feet

I'll leave my father's house and I'll leave my mother
I'll leave all I have known and I'll have no other
I am in love with You There is no cost
I am in love with You There is no loss
I am in love with You I want to take Your name
I am in love with You I want to cling to You Jesus
Just let me cling to You Jesus

I'll say goodbye to my father my mother
I'll turn my back on every other love and
I'll press on yes I'll press on


Michael W. Smith - How to say goodbye

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZthbOXZbDDU
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No Words to declare !!

Okay... just 2 days before leave to Curitiba, PR, Brazil to the Youth Power Invasion 2010 and I've no words... yeah.. Exactly, I don't know anything to post here but something happened last Sunday Night.
I was talking with my sister in my office and She were crying a lot and confessing to me that She's tired about "Man's Kingdom" about church changing to a supose "Company", and with all this situation, I'm coming back to my question: "Where is the LOVE?", I don't know where the love of people is right now, The people, leader, pastor, US THE CHURCH OF GOD (I don't know if I could say that we are), the supposed church of God, doesn't have love anymore. The people is worried about status, about recognition, about themself and the they forget who God's heart is not exist anymore, they forget to love, or better, WE FORGET TO LOVE. We are extremely worried with ourselfs that we forget. I'm not talking about for you just forget yourself and forget about your needs or forget to take care of you, I'm talking about the  over-worried about YOU, about the your desires that isn't the desires from God's heart.

(I guess is a little confuse to understand, sorry)

I'm talking about something simple that's, The most big part of the called "People of God", the "Church of God" is losing the essence, is losing God's Kingdom and is being invaded for "Man's Kingdom", what it mean? The means is we're putting our desires, we're doing things "for God" but isn't from God and every single time that we're doing something that God don't said to us do, is wrong. Why is so complicarted to understand? Reply: "We are desperate to do something and we don't want just WAIT or ask for God", it mean that We're not totally surrender to God, and we must need to do that to be invaded with God's Kingdom and God's Desires.

Mark 8.34-35 says: Then he called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life[a] will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it.

DENY YOUR DESIRES, DENY YOUR KINGDOM AND LET THE GOD's KINGDOM INVADE YOU !!!

Count Down - 6 days !!

Yeah... just 6 days to fly to Curitiba... I can't wait for...
Last days I've been talking with some people that is coming to Brazil to the conference, I was reading in Ed Profile on Facebook that is coming 220 Young Americans to Brazil... Woww.. This is much... I've been talking with almost 50 or more, I really don't know exaclty but I talked with many that's really excited to see what God is going to do with us and trough us.

YOUTH POWER INVASION 2010 is coming to we never forget !!!

I can't wait, I'm really excited !!!

See ya in the next

I'm preparing the way !!

Hello !!!!

I'm preparing the way to go to Curitiba 2010, I need to get ready for everything, but the most fear that I've in this moment is about the COLD... I love cold weather but I don't like to be cold... For this reason, today I was at event here in São Paulo, with almost 100 shops sellings warn clothes. How I love this kind of clothes... I love Jackets, blouses, pants and everything.
For this reason I bought 2 jackets... I wanted to buy it all, but I can't (sadly).

Let's go !

Até Mais,
Nathan Gomes

Youth Power Invasion 2010 is Coming !!!

Hello Everyone !!!

Yeah.. I'm here again after a long time far away.. I returned but in short time, just to tell you that I'm going to the Youth Power Invasion 2010 in Curitiba, PR, Brazil in the next July, 1th.. I'm really excited about what God will do in this 10 days there.
My first travel "alone" in my whole 20 years old... I believe will be a extrordinary experience and God will do greater things... I'm here to new that daily I will post here what's happening there, and What God is doing there... in the next June, 27 I will start write what is happening before and after (I will write here until July, 15).
The Youth Power Invasion 2010 will start on July, 2 until July, 12... My flight is July, 1, 2010 - 08:10:00AM and return July, 13, 2010 - 09:42:00 AM... okay???

Thanks a lot,
See you